The UAW gave (not loaned) AMFA $880,000.00 toward the cause. Some organizations talk the talk the UAW walks the walk.
The UAW would not have felt compelled to contribute so much if it hadn't been for people such as yourself. Your really on the wrong side of this whole equation PTO. Pull your head out or forever face scorn, ridicule, and humiliation from people for the rest of your life. What will you tell others when they wish to consider aviation for a career choice? Better find something else I screwed it up for you?