For someone as proficient as you are at verbal vomit with lots of big words your reading comprehension skills are lacking. What in my post indicated in any way that I am embarrased by anything to do with my group.?
You aren't..? Not at all?....in ANY way?...Ever? That's honestly amazing, and is the point. (see prior reference to Pavlov/etc) Heck..I couldn't ever say the same for myself or my/ANY group...No matter. You've posted many indications of being quickly made uncomfortable by "lots of big words"...so...just leave it with this = Irony 🙂