You are incredibly dense! Or, you must be an impostor. Certainly anyone who cannot follow a few simple lines of a post without totally missing the point (windfall) cannot possibly pass an ATP written or even an interview for McDonalds.
I'm sure there's tax-payer assisted help out there for your lack of communication skills. Meantime, perhaps a well-supervised group home would be best for you.
There is no windfall in the Nic for the West. Now the east, that is another story completely.